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Sunday, April 29, 2007

Sunday!!

Woke up exceptionally early in the morning as my mum pulled me out of bed>> she wanted me to go our church(qcmc) instead of attending another church's fellowship which i normally do this couple of weeks. haiyoei! and so that's how and why i got to church so early in the morning.

Oh, supposed to meet aunty song ci last nigt. enshao called me up last night to tell me all these but then i choose to ignore it as i thought it was some kind of pranks or joke yet again and so i didn't turn up. dots.. but in the end, it wasn't and so she did so this morning. At first i found nervous talking to her, not knowing what should i tell her and what shouldn't i. But then after communicating for awhile, i didn't really felt that pressure already. And from that piece of conversation, i found out that she knows quite a fair bit of what's going on here*you know what*, then i decided to tell her everything since she already knew about it and that i didn't want to hide anything from her too. In all, the sharing was great....especially for the verses she shared with me and that prayer, i was touched and moved to tears.. thanks for everything people!

(Psalm 16)
- Keep me safe, O God, for in you I take refuge. I said to the Lord,"You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing." As for the saints who are in the land, they are the glorious ones in whom is all my delight. The sorrows of those will increase who run after all gods. I will pour out libations of blood or take up their names on my lips. Lord, you have assignedme on my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant
places; surely I have a delightful inheritence. I will praise the Lord, who counsels me; even at night my heart instructs me. I have set the Lord always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure, because you will not abandon me to the grave, nor will you let your Holy one see decay. You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.

Went for lunch at tanglin halt than proceed on to school to do project work... oh hey, thanks guys for meeting up today cos i wasn't free anyday during weekdays or even saturdays but only on sundays..and also yew siang for helping me with DB.
On my way home, got to know a couple of soccer guys at the street soccer court, saw them playing, and so i went up to them and made friends with them though initially i only wanted to play with them. haha, joseph!!!, didn't know you were from IT too, see you around then. do you mind having soccer next week??

Arranged with beatrice for ice-cream at guthri house venezia, HER TREAT!, thanks :)
had two toppings of it, cookies and cream and tiramisu, chatted for awhile...Zzz, same old story again.
went shopping around with her before leaving for church to study. But upon reaching, the rest was about to leave, so went home instead...
Now back at home blogging. I've been slacking and doing nothing for the past 1 hour, so i guess it's time for me to get on with my work, do abit of reflections after that and and of course work on my mother's day card..Surprise! Surprise!

hoping for a brighter tomorrow.... but where can i find the source of light??

it got me home
9:35 PM


Saturday, April 28, 2007

Days in Ngee Ann

It has been a pretty busy and hectic week for me and I'm much worn out already. Is like me having school everyday till about 5 and CCAs after that...from 6 to 9 i guess. These few days especially, had to stay back with the kevin and terence to practice with the guitar and bass with me playing the keyboard for them. Nevertheless, I'm glad that i could join them in the band for worship session in crusade. thanks joyce for the constant reminders and sherman.. haha, you lead pretty well for the first L.M of the new year and thanks to michele too for the guidance and for staying back after school to train me on the keyboard.

Besides having practices and campus crusade is on thursday, dancesport is on every tuesday. Went for their first lesson as they taught us progressive cha cha.. wasn't really good at it, but then having a good dancing partner, she taught the moves and we found ourselves quite fast learners. my primary school classmate fiona was in that sport, being a senior, she show us some of the moves, we were impressed. After all that, i promised them i would go for the upcoming camp where we will have intensive latin practices and that we will be send for competitions. sounds cool huh... really wanna give it a try.

Floorball then will be on every thursday, training was tough, but then I'm willing to make sacrifices to get into the first team for floorball. I will make it! Make a couple of new friends there, guess i might be training with them for the next couple of weeks.. oh hey, alot of fairfians there..elton la, all you friends are like hilbert, shane and henry.. but they are nice people la, and good instructors. yeah!Np strings will be starting their lessons soon too, but terence said i could learn guitar from him, so i may consider not joining that, for now.

Oh lastly, not forgetting the tons of homework, assignments and projects i'd been given. It's like never ending.., no idea when I can ever complete everything. Got into new modules and made lots of new friends too. Group rotation makes me work with different people. Having the most pressure from DB class, cos I'm elected to become the team leader, so there comes responsibility and many other things. My group looks pretty slack but then i think i'll always be there to motivate them and hopes everything works out well. So, shaun, joe and subra, come on man brothers, work for an A grade! Have been selected to be in the same group with Rui Ping, Joycelin, Kai Ling and Zhi Yong for WAD and EBF. This group looks more promising in all aspects than the previous one. Not much worries than... Unfamiliar faces were seen in my new IS module, I&E, only 2 classmates of mine got into that class as me. Missed the first lesson due to a sickness, and so having gotten into their groups, i had to join the all girls team as they only had 4 members, for the rest had 5. At first, i was pretty shy as i sat there in silence for quite awhile before we started talking cos we had discussions and group activities. Hmm... frankly speaking, nothing scary at all. I found them quite interesting, friendly and humourous, and we worked pretty well together though I'm the only guy there. Guess that bonding will be greater as the days goes by, and that we will have more group activities. Hey, we have come up with a group name too. Sounds interesting. With me, Yu Hui and Si Min in IT course, Clarrissa and Magdalene in EE, we called ourselves "the E.T". more to come in the following weeks, cya guys.

Hey, year one freshmen from I.T., thanks for the variety show, all of your did a great job. Especially my best buddy kenneth, the group of year one's you leaded were great. They showed great enthusiasm in their dance and the dance was great. Song "summer loving" from the movie and we're all in this together in the movie . The performance was fascinating and i think your OGL deserve some of the credits. hehe, although i wasn't present to watch it, but from the practices you al had, and the comments people makes me believes that you're will be champs.. just like my class did for the amazing race last year, sadly not for the variety show. Speaking of that incident, i was so embarrassed by it as i was picked to be the lead singer for our item which is to sing the song "zhi ying wei ni" by zhang dong liang, but then i still leaded my class confidently in singing. Although we didn't win the grand prize, but then I'm sure that experience was unforgettable( standing infront of a crowd singing).All in all, it was fun and everyone was bonded through that, we certainly look more united than before.. So, great job guys!!!

WOW... yesterday's L.M.( L.I.F.E. Meeting) was awesome!!! that was like a massive crowd of people that turned up for it. It was like filled with crowd numbering thousands upon thousands... ok not that many.. wahaha maybe abt 100plus plus... But it really seems like it , maybe because I’m not used having so many people during L.M. It was a real encouragement. GOd is like kinda tell me that there many people( christian) out there wanting to shine the light for Jesus. And that is so cool. There are many people out there who wants to take their relationship with GOd seriously, and not only that, they want it to grow in the word!!! can you believe?!?... it is hard to find it in church sometimes... they are asking GOd for more... ( that was wat i saw and heard for myself from the freshmen) amazing... praise GOd...

I'm beat, i need a break. but it seems by weekends are packed too... Zzz...
more to come in the upcoming days...


it got me home
11:45 PM


Thursday, April 26, 2007

新的挑战

时间过得真快,一转眼,两个月的暑假已过去,又是收拾情绪回到校园的时候了。

还记得两个月前,那时的心情是有一点高兴也带着点依依不舍的。
就趁着这假期,我打了两份工,帮忙补贴家用。
在这er我要感谢公司的聘请,让我能有机会体验一下都市人的生活,此外也能吸取一些经验,使我有不少的收获。我感到很快乐。

但多少时候,我们也常会碰到不开心,伤心难过的事。那开朗,调皮,而常逗人开心的小男生就这样从此没有了,笑容也渐渐变少了。以前,我曾是人家的开心果,还能蹦蹦跳跳的跟人玩耍,那充满活力的年轻小伙子。
但那悲痛的事过了之后,我似乎变了一个人似的,整个人就好像失去了那股靖
说真的,我失去的真是太多太多了,整个人变得很沮丧,不知所措,甚至到了一个地部想要寻死。但感谢主,在我周围有一群很热心又有爱心和关心的弟兄姐妹的关怀与照顾,使我再一次恢复了信心,让我振作了起来。

在这件事后,更能让我感受到弟兄姐妹的爱,在此我的心也被打动。从中,我也领悟到了爱的真谛。

所以说,这两个月带给了我不少。
今日,我又在一次回到了学校。但这次有所不同,班级有所更改, 犹如焕然一新的感觉。真不错,我也较到了几位好朋友。
我不zhi选到了不一样的科目,我还多加入了三个课外活动。他们就是拉丁,冒险俱乐部和何宣队。让我的生活增加了不少色彩。

我相信往后的日子会更美好,更有趣。我也会朝我的愿望努力,不轻易放弃我的爱情。
新的开始,新的挑战,一起努力吧!

it got me home
11:30 PM


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

想起你

望着那飘浮不定的云彩 那承重的心情又再一次被唤醒
看着那一张张的相片 美丽的画面又浮现在我眼前
那一通通的简讯 使我回想起那灿烂美好的时光
这一切勾起了我许多的回忆 眼中不禁泛起了泪光

数着那闪烁不定的星星
它们仿佛正对着我微笑
望着水中那弯弯的月影
突然之间你的倩影在水中若隐若现

你嘴里的每一句话 你给我的每一份关怀
那无微不至的照顾 无限量的爱
我都晓得

所以说 人生就像一出戏
有起有落,有欢笑,有哭泣
我们常会碰到许多苦难和挫折
虽然受到一定的影响
但我们要学习交托 因一切他必带领

但如今这些甜蜜已成为过去
现在只能在这儿等待 等候主的安排
期待那更美好的未来


我可以!

it got me home
10:30 PM


Tuesday, April 24, 2007

凡是让主带领, 一生为主而活

感情生活在神, 一切行在光中

每日数算祝福, 永远唱着赞美

耶稣是最好的朋友, 伴我走人生路

日子不再颓废, 烂戏不再重演

凡是赞美, 凡是感恩, 凡事都可以

生命带着福音, 让生活流露出福音

it got me home
10:00 PM


Monday, April 23, 2007

若耶稣同行

或要经过幽暗满布危险的山谷
或要住在光明稳妥平安的乐土
但我清楚明白 经过桑田沧海
有耶稣同在 我愿跟随不更改

若主要我奉献将生命之道传扬
横过火热沙漠是罪人得释放
若是神的旨意 要我拔千里
有耶稣同行 我愿跟随不放弃

不要疑惑查问主安排都是美善
唯有听从顺服 他是最好良伴
不论停留前往 不论进处远方
有耶稣同往 我愿跟随不彷徨

若耶稣同行 我愿跟随主往
无论到何方 有耶稣就是天堂
甘心乐意背负十架 不再回头望
若耶稣同行 我愿跟随主往

it got me home
11:35 PM


Sunday, April 22, 2007

就是你

听见天使来歌唱,欢庆这耶稣已复活
他为我舍生命 感谢你主
因着你来贴近, 从前的忧伤不见了
你大爱更新我 哦。改变了我
前方的路你会指引我 哦主
我不在忧伤, 我心充满喜乐

当献上我所有的赞美
我要让全世界知道知道是你
不在优豫 我确定你是我神
生命的色彩

>>感谢你恩主,为我们的罪受死,担当了这一切
因你受的刑罚 我们得平安
因你受的鞭伤 我们得医治
成就了这一切 单为我舍己。

主啊,你所吩咐我必遵行
因你已为我舍生命
把你的名传到万邦 把你的爱带到地极,
主我一生为你用,
单单为你舍己。

it got me home
11:30 PM


Saturday, April 21, 2007

<<新的开始>>

记得在几个星期前,我遇到自己有生以来最大的挫折。因打击实在是太大了,所以一时之间也无法接受。这时我才发现以前的我太幼稚。这可能也是上帝的安排吧,把我带到生命的另一个层次。我发现在人生的每一个阶段,我们都会面对不同的挑战,更会经历到不同的事物,因此这种事的发生也不例外。

经过这事件之后,我从中学习到了一个很宝贵的功课,同时,也使我领悟到人与人关系的重要性。所以人们常常说,要珍惜眼前的人,不要等到失去后才后悔莫及。

记得刚开始的时候,我有满多忧虑,满多不愿意,满多不足的地方。但经过长时间的相处,彼此的认识,以及神的带领与看顾,很快的那些担忧与挑战我们都胜过了,感情是一天比一天丰富与精彩。

虽然我们已经分离,但我还是坚持我所追求与相信的。



<<新的开始>>
那天,夜里,泪水中,
我忽然想起了你。
无奈又翻开了以往的相片,
看着你我以前有多甜蜜

傻傻的,
望着手机上你的简讯,
就是舍不得把你忘记。
是不能忘记,还是不敢忘记?
我自己也不太清楚...

暗暗,窗外,下雨了,
泪和雨的滴答声,
融成了优柔的旋律。
既然已做了决定,
就不要后悔,
何必再伤上加伤,泪上加泪,
为不值得的事去悲伤?

是时候有新的开始,新的希望,
新的梦想将要起航。
这时发现生命依然,
未来依然,爱也依然,
正等待我去拥抱。
雨不觉中也停了,
弯月映影着我心中的微笑。


>>歌是这么说此,但我还是需要你的爱。
但我知凡事主都必带领。

it got me home
11:30 PM


Friday, April 20, 2007

重来

有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之后才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来

期待
原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱

现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之后
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的
你请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之后
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的
你请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头


it got me home
11:45 PM


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