Friday, May 04, 2007
Raahhh!
Holiday mood starts to set as E-learning week commends today, but instead I'm sad to hear that more homework are given instead than what could possibly be yet another vacation or maybe at least some free time to actually have a break or something. As you can remember I mentioned in my previous post, I'm still constantly faced with plenty of pressure, for that includes commitment to the team for the core modules and electives with CCAs in the list too.
I seriously feel that the team needs teamwork and participation is definitely needed from each and every member of the group and so much so for contributions. With that in mind even though the workload is huge and heavy, I'm glad that the team was there for me and that everyone is working their very best to complete the tasks given to each individual. Playing a huge role in it doesn't seem easy, as an example if any serious mistakes made or internal problems found within the group, team leader will be held responsible for everything or even the team's downfall. I'm relief my group wasn't what I'd imagined. I had a terrible experience back then last semester cos I was in an unorganized and slacked team, hah!, and that causes some very serious problem, woo.. bad memories.
Thank God for the guidance and strength that brought me through everything and that wasn't a worrying factor for me as I'm coping well with school work and doing well academically.
And for now, what worries me is that little injury I suffered couple of days back, a serious pain on my left arm has been showing symptoms already as red patches can be seen everywhere round that area, poor me!! And in addition I can't carry heavy object and can't exercise too vigorously. Sigh!...hope I'll recover soon and back to floor ball training. Boo! I miss the training yesterday due to this. haha Even though its just one training session, the whole team was greatly missed. Hope to see you guys soon!
Hai!!! , slept the whole day today due to lack of sleep as I was rushing my assignment late last night. And sadly I didn't participate in the crusade camp though was invited to attend the camp, joining them for their bbq, worship, prayer and bonding session through games. But never can I pull myself out of the bed as and that soft pillow of mine, it was so nice and comfortable. And surely, Daniel must be disappointed with that. But nevertheless, I'll join your guys for L.M next week and we'll do more catching up. As for those freshies going for the camp, hope you'll enjoy yourself there.
Writing till here, I would really like to thank those people who did cared and show your concern by giving me such big encouragement, for I can say that boosted me quite a lot. Now, with my battery fully charged, oil tank filled (stupid description =)), wahaha, and surely I'm ready for more and possibly another battle.
Hmm.., something important seems to be amiss, possibly that little extra… am still quite uncertain what lies ahead.
Thanks sandy for this lovely song!
Truth
Let me stay with you
Why is it that we want it so much
Even though we hurt one another?
Don't you know my heart?
I couldn't even be myself
I just want a single love...
I want to believe in the miracles that we've encountered
And play a melody for you
Even if I were to lose everything
These memories would be forever
It's my truth
Believe in yourself
In the times when you fall, just kept on walking, wiping away the tears
Open up your heart
Up ahead in your memories, certainly there is a hope called tomorrow
Give me your loneliness
And I'll give you my tenderness
Don't forget about the dreams you had on that day
Even if we're apart, I'll always feel
Only you, in my heart
It's my truth
The scattered stars whisper
As they shine down on my lost heart
Meetings and partings, people search for them
One day, we'll be able to tie a strong bond between one another
It's alright to accept all of the sadness
From all around the world, if it's for you
And even if I'm left behind by all of the rest of the world
I'll still believe in
The truth
it got me home
11:45 PM
