Monday, May 14, 2007
Start Of Something New
It had came down to the worse, my days are numbered, I'm supposed it's time for me to leave.
It started after quarreling with my sister over dinner, during the conversation, I found and realize how ugly people can be. Where's the brothers' and sisters' taught in church? In my opinion I supposed, the qcmc I once knew and fell in love with had changed. I've tried my best to bring every of us together, but it just doesn't seem to work out. For what I see, other churches don't encounter such of a problem. But you would say, "come on la, everyone has flaws and certainly our church does too", come to think again it is not exactly untrue, it just different...different from the past.
I could no longer tolerate and bear that pressure I'm facing now which I still don't really know exactly where it came from. And that only by leaving, it's the best solution to all. I have some churches in mind already which I attended quite a few times there already, and I suppose that will be my next alternatives.
I'm finding it real hard to step in there but I'll try my very best.
All in all, for I can say, sorry guys! I have to end it real soon. I need a environment, a new identity, a start of something new!
Take care and god bless, my beloved qcmc.
it got me home
8:30 PM
